Cacophony

everywhere
inside out
being eaten alive by
the fucking noises
rapidly repeatedly
and stabbing
and screaming
looking on the outside
cut me open
and pour out the plasma
so i can breathe
crack me open to
free out my thinking
the home in my head
has turned bleak and sour
the lights blinding
the wallpaper dull
the air heavy
the room empty
come uninvited
and pour yourself in
give me the ticket
to anywhere out
of this brain
trying to wait
out the trap
chaos and loss of breathe
forgetting and remembering
and renewing
who's in this skin
latent me
hiding
long for
lucid living
liberating
illegitimate feelings
mazing through mindless
mind tricks
getting closer to
self-reincarnation
restlessly craving
wanderlust and you